Sunday, November 28, 2010

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Missing..



there's something missing in me...


Missing

I saw the queen
Swam out below her star on sea beneath
Though I lifted up my hands to her
She never lifted me

Oh something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone

Found something sweet
On the island with daughters of eve
But through thick and thin they've gone away
and only left their grief

Oh, something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone

Oh, something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone

Something's missing in me
Something's missing in me

Down here love wasn't meant to be
It wasn't meant to be for me

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(All is vanity underneath the sun
All is vanity)

Oh, something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone

Oh, something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone

Something's missing in me
Something's missing in me
Something's missing in me
Something's missing in me

One of my favorite bands.. Flyleaf..i ♥ the vintage outfit and dresses she used in the music video... forever vintage.! ♥

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

exotic!



the process of cooking the larvae..
this is where we harvest the larvae from the dead trunk of the coconut tree

my sister, she wanna experience getting some of the larvae..

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the actual beetle larvae..

Juicy!!!!

scrumptious !!!


It is really exotic..
here in the Philippines, this beetle larvae is an exotic delicacy.. Filipinos known for the curiosity when it comes to food. Filipinos, has different taste in food. like this larvae, they are making it as a "pulutan" or food paired with drinks ( liquor).

we harvest this young pupa from the trunk of a dead coconut tree. there's a lot of it.. i was shock to see them like that. it so big.. i was shouting when my brother run after me with a big larva thingy on his hand.. i came shouting all over the place.. gosh! i was kinda disgusted.. hahah! LOL.. after that, my cousin prepared them. he discard the black thing inside the pupa which is the waste of it.. then he washed it, after that he boiled them.. as soon as the larvae is totally clean and boiled, my brother made it as a ADOBO.. he added garlic and soy sauce.. you can smell the garlic mixed with the soy sauce. the aromatic smell makes me feel hungry at that time.. but i did not have the chance taste the poor larvae.. i pity them..

Saturday, November 13, 2010

mannequin

it's the vintage look and scene..
i love it! ♥


the jolly and bubbly.. ♥





the classy.. i love my lips.. ♥


this one is my favorite in all of the photos. ♥




this dark grey dress is paired with denim vest with knitted lace in it..
photographer : my sister

i'm so in-love with this photos.. i like the simplicity of my outfit..

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

in monochrome world now!

monochrome look! ~ varying tones of only one color or displaying only black and white colors.
like me being single.. ='(



It's really hard for me to accept the fact that we are gone.. that our relationship is gone and it is history.. that he is already gone.. this is life, the saddest part of it is being broken and feel the emptiness and loneliness that resides inside, which i feel right now.. all of the things he says.. the promises he made..it was a fucking lie! they are all lies.. he said a lot of things that made me trust him and believe him but in the end he left me with those fucking lies!! he doesn't want the old me, the happy and cheerful me.. the friendly me.. the ivy with a lot of friends.. so he changes me, he change everything about me.. my looks, my attitude my whole life.. i thought he was right.. that i needed to change everything.. i thought he can stand beside me until the end so i trusted him to let him do want he wants and what he believe that is right for me.. but it was all fuck up! it was all LIES!! LIES!! damn lies!! hope you die!! my mother likes him, my siblings like him then, but he betrayed them and throw away their trust to him.. i hate him now! but the hardest part of it is.. i still love him, hence to the things he had done to me.. FUCK LIFE!! i hate living like this.. this is torture! i want to let go now.. i'm tired of it.. i'm tired understanding and loving him.. i don't believe in love anymore.. maybe i'll just stay single and be happy.. i hope that i can do it! i really hope that i can.. ='(

Friday, November 5, 2010

i must have ideas!


as i search for an inspirational ideas this fall i saw a banner saying " fall ideas" so I've been so curious and interested about it so i follow the link. it was from the american apparel. truly lots of ideas as well as you can shop there at the same time.. feels like i was so damn about it. LOL!


lovely sheer trousers with cardigan ♥


great looking grey cardigan with bubble orange skirt ♥


sheer top with the army green pants and flats perfect for everyday ♥


nude colors ♥


really amazing sheer plaids.. ♥

really are inspirational.. i got i bit ideas now from this photos for this fall. i have lots in my mind and lots of ensembles.. =)

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

reverse!


bakit baliktad magbasa ang mga pilipino? by Bob Ong..

I am currently reading this book now. it's fun and it's all about the life and story here in the Philippines. Discover the secrets of the society and the true culture of the Filipino. Though i am a true blooded filipino, i must say that the things in this book written by bob ong is really true and i agree to those. but there are a lot of humiliations and discriminations from the other countries and individuals who is not from the Philippines.. there's a lot of things to venture here..